I've been in love with an indie game developer for the past six years. Seen him talk, play and build games for the same number of years. His feverish passion inspires me to write about games. My modes of enquiry are philosophical and I draw key ideas from seminal works on the philosophy of technology. At the same time, they can be accused of being subjective and personal. One comes from my head while the other from my heart. Apologies, for I cannot separate the two.